Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i gotta "get away"
I'm not really a fan of posting lyrics or reading what lyrics others put on their blogs...
"Get Away"
Hmmmm...Yeah, yeah.
I back again, in this town, to find a girl that i used to know.
I bumped into, a friend of mine, and she told me where to go.
She said go right down, the 56th street, make a left at the corner store.
There'll be a house in the alley way,
Hope she didn't move away.
I pray she's still around,
But somebody came to the door that I didn't know,
And I knew to let it go,
Is it over, all over.
I let a good girl get away
[Chorus:]
How could I ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
So many words that I had to say,
And baby I miss you and I need you your love,
How could i ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
It could've been our anniversary,
I'd do anything to have you right here in my arms.
Remember when, we talked about,
All the things that we planned to do.
Our wedding day, our house in the valley,
Maybe a kid or two.
We could've had it all babe,
But somehow it all fell apart.
I agree to take the blame,
See I'm feeling so ashamed.
I never should've lied.
[Bridge:]
I'd give anything (I'd do anything baby)
To see your pretty face again.
Hold you, to feel you,
Heaven give me one more chance.
How could I ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
So many words that I had to say,
And baby I miss you and I need you your love,
How could i ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
It could've been our anniversary,
I'd do anything to have you right here in my arms.
If only it were possible,
For me to turn back the hands of time.
I'd do anything, give anything,
Just to make her mine,
I can't live without your love babe,
I can't go on another day.
Where did she go?
I gotta know.
I let a good girl get away
How could I ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
So many words that I had to say,
And baby I miss you and I need you your love,
How could i ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
It could've been our anniversary,
I'd do anything to have you right here in my arms.
[Bridge]
I'd give anything (I'd do anything baby)
To see your pretty face again.
Hold you, to feel you,
Heaven give me one more chance.
How could I ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
So many words that I had to say,
And baby I miss you and I need you your love,
How could i ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
It could've been our anniversary,
I'd do anything to have you right here in my arms.
"Get Away"
Hmmmm...Yeah, yeah.
I back again, in this town, to find a girl that i used to know.
I bumped into, a friend of mine, and she told me where to go.
She said go right down, the 56th street, make a left at the corner store.
There'll be a house in the alley way,
Hope she didn't move away.
I pray she's still around,
But somebody came to the door that I didn't know,
And I knew to let it go,
Is it over, all over.
I let a good girl get away
[Chorus:]
How could I ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
So many words that I had to say,
And baby I miss you and I need you your love,
How could i ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
It could've been our anniversary,
I'd do anything to have you right here in my arms.
Remember when, we talked about,
All the things that we planned to do.
Our wedding day, our house in the valley,
Maybe a kid or two.
We could've had it all babe,
But somehow it all fell apart.
I agree to take the blame,
See I'm feeling so ashamed.
I never should've lied.
[Bridge:]
I'd give anything (I'd do anything baby)
To see your pretty face again.
Hold you, to feel you,
Heaven give me one more chance.
How could I ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
So many words that I had to say,
And baby I miss you and I need you your love,
How could i ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
It could've been our anniversary,
I'd do anything to have you right here in my arms.
If only it were possible,
For me to turn back the hands of time.
I'd do anything, give anything,
Just to make her mine,
I can't live without your love babe,
I can't go on another day.
Where did she go?
I gotta know.
I let a good girl get away
How could I ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
So many words that I had to say,
And baby I miss you and I need you your love,
How could i ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
It could've been our anniversary,
I'd do anything to have you right here in my arms.
[Bridge]
I'd give anything (I'd do anything baby)
To see your pretty face again.
Hold you, to feel you,
Heaven give me one more chance.
How could I ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
So many words that I had to say,
And baby I miss you and I need you your love,
How could i ever let her get away?
Today is not a happy day,
It could've been our anniversary,
I'd do anything to have you right here in my arms.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
im a deviantartist
i saw some room so i went ahead and jumped. as joyce says, "i've finally jumped on the bandwagon." yes i've joined the community of deviantartists. you can check what i currently have prepared for my portfolio @ http://jasonesque.deviantart.com
enjoy!
enjoy!
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
first of all, let me just say that shopping is so boring!
went to scarb.town.centre and noticed that all the people shopping were white. barely saw any blacks or yellows. lol (casey: "racist!")
im not racist. okayyy so occassionally i have a few laughs about it but i would never be a total coward.
today i played doubles tennis and as bad as we were, we kept hitting balls onto the other courts where very skilled white people played. so i hit one as bad as a blind man could and hit it all the way across to the westsideee. i scream out "oh im sooo sorry!" and they give me a crooked look. maybe they're annoyed at rookies or possibly racist. i dont know.
ESC Christmas Dinner
felt kinda disappointed about the message. ya it was about be yourself and not trying to change for anyone else but common'! that message has been heard over and over. from last year's maskarade they tried to enforce it again. ah-well, i guess the message was targeted clear to the believers and non-believers there.
***
so sticking to being yourself and in other words not to be fake, i've compiled a list of qualities that girls might LIKE about ME.
smart
musically-inclined
athletic (average)
a good listener (guys are greater listeners than talkers cuz for every word girls say 8 more words)
has a sense of humour (DRY!)
knows exactly what to say at the right time
challenges you
surprises you and likes to buy you nice things
makes those things important in your life important in his
respects you for who you are
fire for god
OKKKKKAYYYYY... so i'm not quite there but the last one is a work in progress.
The Cutest people from SALT
this just came to me. they represent the few qualities you just gotta adore and respect. in no particular order.
becccaaaa: she's so cutee! haha but ya she's not self-centered, cares for others, friendly, athletic, and a passion for god. as pretty as becca is she doesnt need to grab attention when she feels alone.
jannyyyy: her cheeks are so cutee! haha try poking them, they're bubbly! janny cherishes every relationship she has with everyone. there to talk and listen, did i mention athetic? and a passion for god. does good for others.
*** athletic girls are sexy... softball baby!
steveyyy: anyone who knows him knows how incredibly cute he is. fire for god, smart, funny, and i could go on and on...
In Case you didnt know...
my fetish is poking cheeks. bubbbly ones are fun. oh and that's facial cheeks.
Randomness
i realized that i like talking about random stuff and conversely people who talk randomly. keeps the conversation going with no awkwardness if both people are random.
went to scarb.town.centre and noticed that all the people shopping were white. barely saw any blacks or yellows. lol (casey: "racist!")
im not racist. okayyy so occassionally i have a few laughs about it but i would never be a total coward.
today i played doubles tennis and as bad as we were, we kept hitting balls onto the other courts where very skilled white people played. so i hit one as bad as a blind man could and hit it all the way across to the westsideee. i scream out "oh im sooo sorry!" and they give me a crooked look. maybe they're annoyed at rookies or possibly racist. i dont know.
ESC Christmas Dinner
felt kinda disappointed about the message. ya it was about be yourself and not trying to change for anyone else but common'! that message has been heard over and over. from last year's maskarade they tried to enforce it again. ah-well, i guess the message was targeted clear to the believers and non-believers there.
***
so sticking to being yourself and in other words not to be fake, i've compiled a list of qualities that girls might LIKE about ME.
respects you for who you are
fire for god
OKKKKKAYYYYY... so i'm not quite there but the last one is a work in progress.
The Cutest people from SALT
this just came to me. they represent the few qualities you just gotta adore and respect. in no particular order.
becccaaaa: she's so cutee! haha but ya she's not self-centered, cares for others, friendly, athletic, and a passion for god. as pretty as becca is she doesnt need to grab attention when she feels alone.
jannyyyy: her cheeks are so cutee! haha try poking them, they're bubbly! janny cherishes every relationship she has with everyone. there to talk and listen, did i mention athetic? and a passion for god. does good for others.
*** athletic girls are sexy... softball baby!
steveyyy: anyone who knows him knows how incredibly cute he is. fire for god, smart, funny, and i could go on and on...
In Case you didnt know...
my fetish is poking cheeks. bubbbly ones are fun. oh and that's facial cheeks.
Randomness
i realized that i like talking about random stuff and conversely people who talk randomly. keeps the conversation going with no awkwardness if both people are random.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Was awoken this morning by my dad. Said to get up quickly to play tennis coincidently being syd's birthday today. (Friggin cold?!) Nope, there's a dome. So me, my dad, syd, and joyce have a doubles match. Just rallying each other. I made some amazing shots. Level shots that barely eclipse the tape on the netting. I think i've vastly improved since the last time i played. or maybe i'll give credit to the supper light racket i had that made my forehand much stronger. Every chance i had i wanted to swing as hard as i could. Most shots became 'homeruns' instead of gappers. Then i tried my overhand serves. they were aweful. Somehow whenever i served, the ball would head towards joyce. hahha.. she's afraid.. very afraid of my powerserve. haha. i had so much energy in the game.. i think i'll play more tennis in the dome.
Do i smell lobsters ?
After the match, i take a shower then i head to the steam bath that my dad suggest i go. It's not like a suana but the air in there is supposed to cleanse your body from within. my reaction was 'frick so hard to breathe and it smells like lobsters in here!' i was ready to be cooked, set on the table to be served! During that time i thought about the holicaust and those concentration camps. they had no escape. i was sitting close to the door so my mind felt escape is just a hand away. Coincidently, last night watching Hotel Rwanda brought the same images. Going off topic, i remember this stupid joke that my friends find hilarious. Two muffins are in an oven. One says to the other 'it's getting hot in here'. The other muffin says 'holy sh!t a talking muffin'!
Do i smell lobsters ?
After the match, i take a shower then i head to the steam bath that my dad suggest i go. It's not like a suana but the air in there is supposed to cleanse your body from within. my reaction was 'frick so hard to breathe and it smells like lobsters in here!' i was ready to be cooked, set on the table to be served! During that time i thought about the holicaust and those concentration camps. they had no escape. i was sitting close to the door so my mind felt escape is just a hand away. Coincidently, last night watching Hotel Rwanda brought the same images. Going off topic, i remember this stupid joke that my friends find hilarious. Two muffins are in an oven. One says to the other 'it's getting hot in here'. The other muffin says 'holy sh!t a talking muffin'!
Thursday, December 15, 2005
hellloooo?
So i'm long overdue for a post. i guess i like stalking blogs more than my own. hmm... i'll give a prize for anyone who comments on here (first)! haha not that i'm desperate for readers but cuz my blog is so blahhhh. haha
Herman's farewell
It was a special night. I really got inspired by his words of wisdom. Never really got to talk to him personally but there was one and only one time where he did get to see who i was and it was NOT a pleasant one. lemme tell you.
Three years ago, i first started playing softball (yes, i got that good quickly lol) for the fellowship cup. I was playing on herman's first ever misfit team! (yeap book it!) Between innings, i sat off and so i wandered to watch the other teams play each other. i kept on doing this since the other games seemed more exciting at the time. then as i'm watching, someone tells me i'm up to bat or in the field ... happens more than 2/3 times... someone indirectly tells me that herman uttered some words to me. Seeming as though herman's quite the competitive guy, his words weren't forgiving or kind. I think i partly deserved it: one we're supposed to have fun but as a player you should stay focused on the game?!?
Herman mentioned a story. Don't remember the exact details so i'm changing the story a bit. Two friends, Herman and I, go on an adventure in the amazon. I dissed Herman. He wrote "my friend insulted me today" in the sand. Carrying on, Herman fell in quicksand and I rescued him. After he was helped to safe ground, he wrote on a rock "my friend saved me today". I asked why he chose to write that on the rock. He replied that the writings in sand will be blown away with the wind or washed away by the waves, but the writings on the rock will stay forever. I quickly learned to remember the good things and have hope and forgiveness in your friends just like jesus gave us. =)
One serman he talked about just recently was how dangerous being a pastor was. Yes, dangerous. It is spiritually and mentally taxing. He told us he doesnt have any close relationships at church besides his wife and family for the reason that he needs to keep that professional distance. Also, there's vulnerability to tell others his problems since he's a 'leader' in the church. Pastors feel lonely all the time. Herman's pretty courageous and strong. I'm certain he won't feel lonely above in heaven. And I have faith that he's forgiven me and i'll just look to better times.
Quote "Dont get mad at God when someone disappoints you, get mad at God cuz He disappointed you" - Herman?!? (not sure)
***
Song of the Year
Coldplay - Speed of Sound
getting really used to their slow and boring style of music.
Current Playlist
sean paul - temperature
coldplay - talk
kanye west - heard em' say
pussycat dolls - stickwitu
50 cent - disco inferno
green day - jesus of suburbia
eminem - when i'm gone
gorillaz - feel good inc
justin timberlake - cry me a river
i love singing to mariah carey. especially those high notes that force me to squeak like a chipmunk
Wheeee!
Nothing beats slopping down 30 minute trails on a frosty mountain with the wind in your hair and carving fresh snow! can't wait to board on mt. tremblant! yeyyyee! gone jan 2-9 while u suckkaas at school! muahahaaaaa
Smile for the camera!
went to the orthodontist today since im finally getting braces. yes. braces. a week ago doctor told me i didnt have to get my wisdom teeth out but now it seems i do :( oh the torture but for the better. :)
Herman's farewell
It was a special night. I really got inspired by his words of wisdom. Never really got to talk to him personally but there was one and only one time where he did get to see who i was and it was NOT a pleasant one. lemme tell you.
Three years ago, i first started playing softball (yes, i got that good quickly lol) for the fellowship cup. I was playing on herman's first ever misfit team! (yeap book it!) Between innings, i sat off and so i wandered to watch the other teams play each other. i kept on doing this since the other games seemed more exciting at the time. then as i'm watching, someone tells me i'm up to bat or in the field ... happens more than 2/3 times... someone indirectly tells me that herman uttered some words to me. Seeming as though herman's quite the competitive guy, his words weren't forgiving or kind. I think i partly deserved it: one we're supposed to have fun but as a player you should stay focused on the game?!?
Herman mentioned a story. Don't remember the exact details so i'm changing the story a bit. Two friends, Herman and I, go on an adventure in the amazon. I dissed Herman. He wrote "my friend insulted me today" in the sand. Carrying on, Herman fell in quicksand and I rescued him. After he was helped to safe ground, he wrote on a rock "my friend saved me today". I asked why he chose to write that on the rock. He replied that the writings in sand will be blown away with the wind or washed away by the waves, but the writings on the rock will stay forever. I quickly learned to remember the good things and have hope and forgiveness in your friends just like jesus gave us. =)
One serman he talked about just recently was how dangerous being a pastor was. Yes, dangerous. It is spiritually and mentally taxing. He told us he doesnt have any close relationships at church besides his wife and family for the reason that he needs to keep that professional distance. Also, there's vulnerability to tell others his problems since he's a 'leader' in the church. Pastors feel lonely all the time. Herman's pretty courageous and strong. I'm certain he won't feel lonely above in heaven. And I have faith that he's forgiven me and i'll just look to better times.
Quote "Dont get mad at God when someone disappoints you, get mad at God cuz He disappointed you" - Herman?!? (not sure)
***
Song of the Year
Coldplay - Speed of Sound
getting really used to their slow and boring style of music.
Current Playlist
sean paul - temperature
coldplay - talk
kanye west - heard em' say
pussycat dolls - stickwitu
50 cent - disco inferno
green day - jesus of suburbia
eminem - when i'm gone
gorillaz - feel good inc
justin timberlake - cry me a river
i love singing to mariah carey. especially those high notes that force me to squeak like a chipmunk
Wheeee!
Nothing beats slopping down 30 minute trails on a frosty mountain with the wind in your hair and carving fresh snow! can't wait to board on mt. tremblant! yeyyyee! gone jan 2-9 while u suckkaas at school! muahahaaaaa
Smile for the camera!
went to the orthodontist today since im finally getting braces. yes. braces. a week ago doctor told me i didnt have to get my wisdom teeth out but now it seems i do :( oh the torture but for the better. :)
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
so my cousin leaves us a pet fish and a hamster to take care of for a week while their family is away on a cruise. the first night, the hamster is all noisy and ratty which got me annoyed. so i was predicting a lotta sleepness nights this week. forgot the hamster's name but it sleeps during the day and up at night and feed him once at night. so the next night we dont hear any noises from him. could it be that the hamster heard how annoyed i was at him? or maybe cuz he's afraid of us and misses my cousin. then the hamster starts biting on the cages. oh and good thing there's a lock on the cage's door or he'd run out and get lost. so me and my mom know that he wants to go out but none of us wannna grab it. i'll admit im scared and so is everyone else in the house. so i get the courage to grab him but with gloves. hehe. it felt funny at first but i really learned to play with him. after letting him loose on the floor and trying to chase after him i put him back in the cage. mission accomplished. yay.
